I really feel cheated,,,all my life I pray for more goodies but when those goodies eventually come it comes with a lot of difficulties......is it that I have a problem or life is just meant to be like this.......i usually ask myself...."am I a bad person?"......."do I hurt people?"......."is my life meant to be like this?"......"or am i being punished for what I did not do?".
 Am just so tired of everything... I have a boyfriend that i do not know if we have a future together"I wish and hope we do"......... I am trying to have an average in my B. Sc.............I am a Muslim and my folks do not want me to marry the love of my life"which is a Christain"..........Am just so scared of people around me because they are all on a darker side of life...... I  have bitches all around me and I keep seeing them everyday and nothing can be done...the only person I depend on sometimes fuck up...........all am going to say now is that" LIFE IS A BITCH AND HIS SISTER IS DEATH"  that's quote from lil Wayne.......ALL IS WELL EN KEEP SMILING.......